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Deep in the Darkest Parts

by Blue Light Special

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1.
Hard Man 05:04
I'm a hard man to love Not the kind you've been dreaming of I'm the one your mama warned you about My heart has a stain I'm immune to feeling pain I'm the reason for the time you waste Ride in on my horse Break your heart and then I'll steal your soul Throw myself into the great god-shaped hole in your head I'm a hard man to keep Miles wide and a fathom deep Deeply flawed and prone to springing leaks My heart's like a wheel Spins in circles and smokes and squeals An extra part that I never really feel We're feeling the strain I stick my head into the sand again Throw myself into the great god-shaped hole in your head I'm a hard man to trust Place your faith in me if you must Don't pretend that you were never warned Got nowhere to go All my bridges went up in smoke Got no choice but to keep on keeping on Save all your strength I will always keep you at arm's length Throw myself into the great god-shaped hole in your head Throw myself into the great god-shaped hole in your head
2.
Wait, it's not too late Bad ideas get into your head Dry your eyes you've come unglued Look away from what's in front of you Lost and found, found then ran away I've been falling down the stairs again Cracked my stupid head along the way Now I'm bursting through your door again Screaming all these things I need to say And I'm thinking I should've run, but I stayed Bottled up for too damn long Hurricane raging through your halls Genie's out, the die's been cast Change the way you recall the past Lost and found, found then thrown away I've been falling down the stairs again Breaking all my bones along the way Now I'm bursting through your door again Screaming all the things I want to say And I'm thinking I should've run, but I stayed On your feet, it's time to leave Like you do when things get to you Heart of sand, caught in the rain Go before you disintegrate Lost and found, found then ran away I've been falling down the stairs again Cracked my stupid head along the way Now I'm bursting through your door again Screaming all these things I need to say And I'm thinking I should've run, but I stayed
3.
Me, still not the person I'd be Not yet worn down by routine Fucking up confidently Me, my judgment affected us all Resulted in decades apart A science reduced to an art Gradually Dreams, they keep me awake late at night They keep me awake out of spite They force me to stare at the light Awake, just for the moment it takes For karma to shake me awake From all of the choices I've made Selfishly Now, I never know Which way is up, which way is home Each choice that I make Troubles me Me, now that I'm pushing 50 The same age as my father'd be When his bones brought him down to his knees Here, deep in the darkest parts We're all just a shot in the dark A half-drunken god throwing darts Aimlessly Now, I never know Which way is up, which way is home Each choice that I make Troubles me
4.
Lose the Foe 03:50
Never quite the same since you've been gone Hard to pierce this opaque veil, I try to carry on Chance to self distract, perhaps I'll go Beach and peace at Marbella, need to change the flow Rays of sand and light, white on blue From a childhood picture frame, right to dip into Swimming through the waves, crashing down Story book scene does belie, there's no one around Drifting far away Though you cannot see the clash beyond the stillness More the fight, the more the illness Maybe meant to be Though you cannot fault the try, for it comes simply Lose the foe and sink completely in Cold and dark retreat, fear disbands Don't know how I got this far, perhaps a guiding hand Look around and see, it's all here All the things that I live for, pain go nowhere near Drifting far away Though you cannot see the clash beyond the stillness More the fight, the more the illness Maybe meant to be Though you cannot fault the try, for it comes simply Lose the foe and sink completely in

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Latest EP from Canadian indie rockers, Blue Light Special.

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released February 15, 2022

Music by Blue Light Special
Lyrics by Liam Ennis (1, 2, 3) and Matt Budd (4)
Produced by Blue Light Special
Recorded and Mixed by Matt Budd
Mastered by Two Bodies of Water Productions

Vocals, Rhythm Guitar - Liam Ennis
Lead Guitar - Matt Budd
Drums - Ryan Dunford
Bass - Justin Litun (1), Arturo Rojas (2), Colin Hart (3), Nick Riebeek (4)
Background Vocals - Raine Radtke (3), Logan Smith (4)

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Blue Light Special Edmonton, Alberta

Originals indie rock band from Edmonton, AB

Liam - Vocals, guitar
Matt - Guitar
Ryan - Drums
Justin - Bass

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